I am in the process of moving and by this, I mean that I move into my first apartment on Thursday and have absolutely nothing packed 🙂 This isn’t too uncommon of me because when I go on trips I will pack a few hours before.
I feel like I’ve watched enough youtube videos and read enough blog posts to be prepared but it’s all so much at once that I am starting to freak out lol.
I have wanted somewhere to call my own since my mom passed away (7 years ago) and would always say that the day I turned 18 I was moving out and getting out of the toxic environment that I was forced to live in. Well by the time I turned 18 I was too nervous to live on my own. There were a handful of times after I was 18 that I took steps to move out but was told to be patient, get a roommate, wait till I’m done with college, etc. The only issue is that he didn’t understand the hell that I had to go through living where I did.
This will be the first time since my mom died that I will be able to have friends over, cook my own dinner, not be confined to just my bedroom.
Even though I am starting from absolute scratch, I am so incredibly excited for this next step in my life.
Although I have tried to collect a few small necessities here and there, I don’t think I ever realized how expensive the basics are. I have expressed to the family that I do have that if they have items that they don’t use I will gladly take it off of there hands, but haven’t gotten many responses back.
I’ll be sure to keep everyone updated with this exciting & stressful next chapter of my life 🙂
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Thank you so much for keeping up with me <3 I have so much love for all of you!
“You cannot have a positive life and a negative mind” -Joyce Meyer